I've been a little more pensive lately. Being here in this apartment, being here outside of Philly with hardly any good friends, I've had a lot more time to just think. I came to a few realizations.
First of all, it's been a while since I've really had time to just sit and experience everything around me. I sat and listened to the air conditioning last night, just for fun, just to say I had time to really relax. Now that my classes are in the early afternoon, I don't have to be up at a certain time and I can do pretty much whatever I want, so now that I truly have no burdens left, I'm starting to feel a lot better.
Second, I realized that I haven't really felt... alive... in a while. You know, the butterflies around a pretty girl, fear at a truck rushing by just a little too close. I'm not sure when it really began, but I do know that I've found something that is slowly but surely letting me feel again. I'll let you guess who she is.
Next up, I've realized just how depressing it is when you don't have any friends online to chat with. Logging in to yahoo and ICQ and seeing your offline groups as full is a bit of a reality check. =P
I've also come to the conclusion that whoever the hell Murphy was, he definitely knew what he was talking about. Everything that can go wrong, DEFINITELY, will go wrong.
I'm not really sure what else to write about. Anyone have any ideas?
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