I've picked up WoW in my spare time. It's more of an escape than anything else I could find to do. Something unusually satisfying about being able to team up with people from all over the planet to take down content. Earlier today, ran a 5-man with a guy from Japan. Raids are getting more frustrating, the guild leader insists on trying to run the latest and hardest content with outdated equipment and members who have no fucking clue what they're doing. Decided to go off on my own and gear my characters up. Probably going to ditch and find a better group if the bullshit keeps up.
Don't really know how to feel at the moment. School's frustrating and I'm just not feeling up to it anymore. Keeping grades up and on track to graduate in time, just don't really have much drive these days. New roommates are depressing. Only cool one left, one's a stoner and the other is a complete douchebag.
Relationship's bugging me. Seems like she "forgets" we're together and hits on everyone. Says she doesn't know what flirting is. Probably a cover. Keeps leaving her myYearbook logged in on my computer. Went to be cute and leave an anonymous question on her page and found that she still thinks about the little boy that took her from me in the first place. Beyond pissed and trying to hide it. Frankly, don't really know where to go or how to feel. Don't really like it. Being single hurt, being spoken for is confusing and not always as great as it sounds.
Don't really feel much like myself anymore. Too busy. Too focused. Miss the days when I could hang out and just not give a damn about anything for a few hours. Vacation didn't really help much. Reminded me how nice it would've been to be single. Seems like I haven't had a chance to relax in ages, been on vacation for two weeks now. Not really sure what's going on. Hoping things will get better as graduation gets closer.
Weird as it sounds, I actually had a dream last night. Odd one, but a dream nonetheless. Haven't had dreams in a few months, and for years before that. Dunno what's going on. Can't sleep much though.
People really don't seem to change.

No comments:
Post a Comment
Please be respectful, I don't mind criticisms or disagreement, just don't be rude.